Choose

Do you ever feel like no one will ever choose you over someone else? like no matter how much you love someone, care for someone but at the end of the day they will find someone else or some other reason to not choose you. Its difficult to love without ever knowing what being loved feels like. You love without purpose, without reason. It does sound pure because you don't care if the person loves you back; you just love them without expecting anything in return but that doesn't take you anywhere. You are just stuck with everything blurred around you. You can neither move forward nor backward. Who would have thought that not being loved can be a loneliness you cannot get out of.