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I desperately want to feel good I want to go out My mental health is deteriorating I break down often Sometimes my chest hurt so much that i think I might die of the pain I don't feel like talking to a friend I'm tired of being misunderstood 

I have to pretend that people care about me. Because I do. I care a lot ; and even the thought of them not giving a fuck about me in reality, tears me apart.