UNFILTERED

I desperately want to feel good I want to go out My mental health is deteriorating I break down often Sometimes my chest hurt so much that i think I might die of the pain I don't feel like talking to a friend I'm tired of being misunderstood 

I have to pretend that people care about me. Because I do. I care a lot ; and even the thought of them not giving a fuck about me in reality, tears me apart.

Do you know what it feels like to have lived your life for someone else just for them to later ask why?

 Listen to me, you are not wrong. It's just that you are not right either. -Life

 There's a very thin line between being selfish and claiming that you are being unfairly treated . Read that again.

"You've changed so much lately. You used to be very lively and fun" ~ I haven't changed at all. I just dropped the pretense 

 Did you ever feel happy about some people leaving you because deep down you knew that them being there would have caused you more pain than the pain of letting them go?